Last week, I was disappointed. It was the week of the County Fair, and I wasn’t able to enter any of my photography shots. Why? They were two weeks too old to enter. Why don’t I have any newer shots, I thought. And then I realized that I haven’t really been shooting much since Clark got here, and to make it worse, I haven’t been shooting much of him lately. I kind of know why – it’s hard to keep him contained since he’s so mobile! But still, that’s not an excuse, especially when I love doing it so much.
I don’t take pictures for other people; I take pictures for me. If you don’t like the way I angle them, or the artsy look I like, or that I over- or under-exposed them during editing, I don’t care. A family member seriously tore down my editing of pictures once publicly, and not only did my friends get really upset (especially the subject of the photos – a friend who had recently gotten married and adored the pictures) but I, too, was offended, because I know I’m not a professional and don’t pretend to be. In hundreds of shots, I might get lucky once, or I might not at all. But I see something that is special to me and I shoot it.
I broke out my old trusty Nikon to take some pictures of Clark’s birthday banner tonight and kind of went crazy. These were shot in really low light (think dusk – when it seems like it’s not dark to your eyes, but to your camera, it’s pretty darn dark) and lightened with editing. Also, I under-exposed these more than I usually do (for the most part – not all of them) and I’m not sure that I dig it. Enjoy
Most people wouldn’t think the next one is beautiful, but I absolutely love it.